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Thursday
03Dec2009

Yes, I'm still alive.

First, I'm a little embarrassed about how much time has passed since my last post. I have no excuse, other than, you know, I'VE BEEN BUSY GROWING A HUMAN INSIDE OF ME.

Ok, not a real excuse. At this point I feel like my two options are to lose the blog or recommit myself to posting every other day.

I'm going to try. Really I am.

With my last pregnancy, I made it 18 weeks. I'm 15 weeks right now. I've been holding my breath for 15 weeks, and when I get past 18, when I make it past Christmas, I will breathe again.

But for now, I'm holding my breath.

Have you ever held your breath for a really long time? When you hold your breath, it's incredibly hard to concentrate. It's almost impossible to think about anything else besides when can I breathe again?

So even with all this waiting and praying, I'm doing surprisingly well. I've actually been feeling great lately. I think some of that has to do with my co-worker, the Spray Butter Bandit, going on vacation for two weeks. Ah, what a glorious two weeks. I've never been more happy to come to work.

(I had all this stuff I wanted to write about driving home from work yesterday, but now I can't remember any of it. And it was damn funny, too. Again, holding my breath. I blame the lack of oxygen).

15 Week Update:

Belly: Getting BIGGER. Photos coming soon. I'm at that stage where my normal clothes don't really fit, but most maternity stuff is too big. The BellaBand is my best friend.

Gender: ????? I made a pouty face at my last appointment so that Dr. GB would let me come back in 2 weeks rather than wait a WHOLE FOUR WEEKS. Hopefully we will know then. My guess is a girl.

Emotions: Good. Remember how you felt the first time you fell in love? That's how I feel everyday. Feels pretty fantastic.

Tip of the Week: You may want a $650 Coach diaper bag. You may present this request to your husband and father, who supposedly love you. They may compare it to wrapping a dirty diaper in $650. When this happens, conjure up some tears, wait an hour, then show them this Ah-mazing Juicy bag. It's HALF THE PRICE. How could they say no? More than half of $650? That's practically free.

Husband says: After complaining to him how tired I am, he says "That's okay babe, remember, you're sleeping for two now."

That made me laugh and think what the hell...? all at the same time.

I love you for still reading this. More to come... promise.

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Reader Comments (14)

Yay! You're back, I've been thinking about you and hoping the pregnancy was going good. Not in some weird blog stalker kind of way though... ;) Sounds like you are feeling pretty good too, keep up the good work growing that human!

December 3, 2009 | Unregistered CommenterHeather

OMG. That bad is delicious. I hope they buy it for you - every girl deserves a treat! Can't wait to see pics of the baby bump :)

December 3, 2009 | Unregistered CommenterLauren From Texas

Well you may not have been posting, but I prayed for you and spent time wondering how you are. I can hold my breath a really long time so if you want I'll do it for you. Can't wait to hear if it's a boy or girl! Oh so fun.
Jeanette

December 3, 2009 | Unregistered CommenterJeanette

Glad to hear from you- both on your blog and mine. Glad to hear you're doing well. Yes, eat and sleep for two... guilt free!!

December 3, 2009 | Unregistered CommenterChelsea

I'm glad you're back and feeling well! I will be holding my breath with you :) I had a Coach diaper bag, and while it didn't get poop on it, it's pretty beat up! So I would recommend getting the cheaper, but just as lovely, Juicy bag. Your husband sounds like a great guy.

December 3, 2009 | Unregistered CommenterKatie

Ok, here's the deal. Tonight, I'll pray, you breath and sleep! You can hold your breath again tomorrow!

December 3, 2009 | Unregistered CommenterKimberly

Oh, I remember those feelings of happiness mixed with complete freaking out worry and not breathing. And I did both over the holidays as well, I know how tired things can get. We'll all understand if you take a little breather from the blog here and there, lol!!! Boy or girl - I can't wait to know, either! And names, as you narrow them down!

December 4, 2009 | Unregistered CommenterGabrielleValentine

It's the holidays and you're pregnant. You don't really need any other excuse why you're not blogging. With that said, I think the New Year will be extra exciting for you this year ... I mean, you'll be able to breathe and everything again. Thinking of you... and hoping for the best!

December 4, 2009 | Unregistered CommenterSoMi's Nilsa

I totally remember holding my breath. Enjoy that little bean growing big and strong and happy weekend!

December 5, 2009 | Unregistered CommenterKristin

girl i will reach through this computer and slap the white off u if u get that diaper bag.....that's 20 cans of formula....14 mega packs of diapers.....335 double packs of baby food.....don't even THINK about buying that bag!!!!

love u boo!

December 6, 2009 | Unregistered Commenterthat one girl

I think growing another human being inside of you is totally a valid excuse.

It's nice to hear from you. Keep us posted even if it isn't every other day. You could post once a week and that would be fine.

December 6, 2009 | Unregistered CommenterUnknown Mami

I'm so glad you are doing well! I will be holding my breath with you. I'm keeping my fingers crossed for a girl; with two of my own, I am a little biased!!

December 7, 2009 | Unregistered CommenterCandice

I've been wondering where you've been! I'm glad things are going well.

December 8, 2009 | Unregistered CommenterKim

Hey, 4 weeks isn't too bad! I'm 14 weeks. I will probably have to wait 7 more weeks before I find out about my baby. Sorry the pouty face didn't work.

December 8, 2009 | Unregistered CommenterMorgan

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